Bid Farewell

I have been working in my current firm for the 7th year. I am leaving here soon, on 15th April 2010. 5 more days.....

Some people asked me whether i would cry on my last day, afterall i have been here for so many years. It's a miracle for a person to stay in this line for even more than 3 years. Thanks god i survived, and i am retiring from this line very, very soon.....

Things i miss the most to leave here are colleagues and bosses. Many years of colleague relationship, many years of boss-subordinate relationship. Sometimes we are just like friend, able to talk and share things. I am lucky to meet some of my good friends here, and very lucky to meet kind hearted and understanding bosses. Lucky the boss that i am close with the most will be overseas on my last day, if not i think i will drop tears when i say good-bye to him on that day!

I see people come, people go. And now it's my turn to go.... To move to a new country, new firm, new career advancement. I wonder how it will be... i pray and hope that it turns out to be good and smooth....

Good bye my friends in CH, my friends in KL...do keep in touch!

Lucky 28

Life has been good being 28 years old. Having been working for almost 6-7 years since graduated, my career has been progressively well. I am lucky to have joined a firm (although is not the big 4) that has a good working environment. A place that allows me to learn and grow. What is more important, i am lucky to have met good bosses. Bosses that always provide rooms for improvement to the employees. Bosses that never feed you, instead they guide you along and let you understand by yourself. This has made myself a more confident person, as compared to what i thought i am....

I wouldn't say that i am a perfect staff. I wouldn't say that i am loyal. I am just an ordinary employee, working in a firm, meeting the required deadlines and etc. Audit life is a hell to some people. I agree, but it sometimes depends on what you are looking at. If you wanted to learn while you still young and energetic, audit is a good place to train yourself.

I am a very shy person previously. I never have the gut to talk confidently to strangers. I never have the gut to give presentation in front of many people. I always need to seek second opinion from other people when i make decision, even though i know that my solution is already correct. Having said that, everything has changed now. Presentation to clients is normal now. I even have the confident to provide training, and also providing solutions on the spot to clients. All this has been gained from the firm that i have worked for more than 5 years. I am in the 6th year working in the firm...Ups and downs. Big jobs small jobs. You will never stop learning from audit line. It keeps changing....

I have earned many valuable experience. I have learned a lot of things. I have experienced different kind of situations. I have met different level of people, not to mention those people that is really fussy and real bugger. I am satisfied with my current progress. But i have never imagined myself carrying such a serious title - Senior Manager. Am officially carrying this title from this month onwards.... A big thank you for all my beloved bosses! And also my peers and team members in the firm!

I never thought that i will be in this industry for so many years. It has never been my first preference. I am also not sure why i am still here, after seeing so many of my peers leaving the industry one by one. Probably no idea where to go, or probably no any factor to push me to leave....

Meeting the special one who is residing in the neighbouring country was a bless to me. Will i leave to be with him? Am seriously considering the possibility to move over there, if opportunity arise or given. Things may not be the same anymore if i am leaving my current firm. Bosses have seriously asking me to reconsider. Hmm...what should i do?

Good news is, i am enjoying my 1 month break now! Haha....few travelling plans going on. Am seriously need this break to "recharge" myself, to relax, and to think of the next move for myself.

To go, or not to go? So hard to decide la ~~~~

Need some break...

There are times when a person just wish to hide herself and think about her personal things. Too many things happened lately and the pressure reached the peak level. She just couldn't take it anymore. A love letter being pesented to the bosses, but they were asking her to reconsider. A break was granted, just a matter of time. She needs the break dearly to consider her future career path and some personal matters. Please grant her some time. She will come back strong as she is...again....

It Hurts!

I think i am in bad luck today. Something went wrong...and i really have no idea what went wrong???? It's just not my day, i think...

• I suffered breath suffocation during the netball training last Tuesday. Went to see doctor and she said i am fine and normal. I went to regular gym session on weekend also, nothing seems wrong too. Today i went for netball training again. First half of game, everything seems ok, i didn't even feel tired. Mana tahu on second half of the game, i suddenly feel difficult to breath again!!!!! SIGH! What's wrong with my body?????? And i hurt myself today in the training! What an unlucky day!
• Have been wondering today whether am i being too nice to people around me and they continue to take my kindness for granted? Be it at work or personal, i really feel "tired" of this. While i understand all the reasons behind it, i do hope people is considering my situation and emotion as well. I am a very understanding lady anyway...If not, many people will get brushed off by me since long time ago. Maybe because of this reason, people starts taking advantage of me....

And i seriously don't want to have such feeling again. I hope i will be fine tomorrow. Tomorrow will be a nice day. The day after tomorrow will be even more fulfilling...i wish....

Don't Ask Her Why...

There's a lady who has been asked by many people around her, especially recently, on the following questions:-

1. You look gorgeous and attractive....Why are you still single?
2. Why are you still single? You must be choosy lar....
3. Why are you still single? There must be many guys going after you and you are choosing the most suitable one....
4. You are kind-hearted, nice to people, cheeky and has great personality. Are you sure there's no one falling to you?
5. Hey you can cook! Presentable too! Must be a very good girlfriend and wife lar..... But why still single??
6. Why are you still single??? Whyyyyy.......

It's kinda annoying sometimes as the girl has no answer to the questions above. She has been thinking about it on the possible answers too, and let's see what's in her mind:-

1. Gorgeous doesn't mean anything. It's even harder for a gorgeous lady to get courted, coupled by the fact if she has a rather good career. Guys may find him too attractive to go after....Maybe guys "paiseh" lar...
2. She is not choosy. She likes to make friends around, and enjoy the moments of hanging out with friends. Probably she has met many guys who are not sincere, guys who just like to play around, guys who cheated on her. And she was smart enough to realise all this before everything is too late...that's why she is still single....
3. It's only an illusion that many guys are going after her. Actually, she is also unsure whether there is anyone going after her currently. Everything seems to be uncertain nowadays. She has indeed met potential guys, but ended up everyone seems like taking advantage on her. Sincerity.....she wonders whether they understand this word anymore?
4. People telling her that they like her, ok well, so go ahead to court her. Walk the talk please....
5. Probably girls who know how to cook and has a perfect wife's characteristic is no longer an advantage to today's society. Probably guys like wild girls nowadays, whereby they are able to dump immediately if something goes hair wire someday in future. Better don't mess up with a so-called nice girl ehh??

Thanks to all the nice people around who compliment that she is gorgeous, cheeky, nice, lovely and so on. It could be just a sweet talk, but it could be a truth, depending which type of people is telling this. She is flattered, and she is happy...

The lady has met someone who somehow share the same philosophy with her lately. She befriended a friend recently, and he commented that he has somehow lose trust in relationship. Sincerity seems to be extinct nowadays. Oh well, the story of the friend stops here, as she has not gotten any consent from him to disclose anything here.

But, let me share the story of the lady here, which i think somehow relates to what he mentioned:

The lady has met wrong and unsuitable guy before, she met the wrong people at the wrong timing, made her life miserable at once. She had a hard time going through the transitional period, and realised that the bad experience has made her grown wiser. She is thankful to people who made her sad before, as she can now stand strong whenever anything goes wrong. She has much confidence on herself nowadays, taking and seeing things on another perspective. Life has never become so wonderful to her before. She is enjoying her life to the fullest everyday. Probably, the only thing that is missing in her life currently is a good companion. But after going through a few round of "possible relationship", similar with the guy friend as mentioned above, she also thinks that sincerity is already extinct. People take her kindness to granted. She laid her honesty to them, but she did not receive anything sincere in return. People is sometimes too demanding if they know that you are kind-hearted. But sometimes please do respect her kindness. She just do not want to have an enemy. She only likes to have friends around her. She hates to hate people.....

The lady has met unsuitable person before, but she still believe hope is still around. She believes that God will not ill treat a lovely lady or a charming guy. The right person will appear in front of you on the right timing. If you see her/him, please grab the chance and do not let her/him go.

The lady respects her friend who put the sincerity as his priority. He has gained the highest respect from the lady. There is no point being together if the couple is not sincere in any relationship. Please do not waste your time with someone who is cheating on you, someone who is taking your kindness for granted. You have many more wonderful things awaiting you to experience ahead...

To the lovely and adorable guy, if you are reading this, firstly please accept my apology for sharing your thought here without getting your consent at first (i buy you dinner next time ok??). I sincerely hope that you will find your little princess that shares similar passion with you and able to make you happy. Most importantly, i hope she is the one that has a kind and sincere heart ...

Love is like a Life

It's not always easy and it does not always bring happiness

When we do not stop Living

Why should we stop Loving

Readers, appreciate your loved ones. I hope you guys are having a wonderful life now....

~~ Good Luck ~~

我想。。。

你相信缘份吗？

你曾遇见一个人，让你有一种很舒服的感觉，就像无声胜有声？

你相信只要你是真心付出，就可得到回报吗？

你愿为了所爱而等待吗？

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

男人说，他们永远不明白女人。女人说一套，做一套。。。我不否认这一点，但这只限于日常琐碎的小事情。这并不代表女人口是心非。。。

女人说，男人有时猜不透。这反而是事实吧。。。我有男性朋友确实这件事。有时候，他们没有一个明确的想法，徘徊在十字路口，犹豫不决。想法和行动往往是有出入的。他们不是都应该很坚决的吗？想行动，但为了一些不晓得的未来而却步。为什么在感情问题上，往往女人表现得更勇敢，明确得表明女人所要的立场。。。也许现时代都会女士都勇于站出来表态了吧。。。

人们的时间很宝贵。你不知道将来会发生什么事。珍惜你目前所拥有的一切，因我相信很多事情的发生总有他的原因。上天不会贸贸然把两个从来河水不犯井水的人撤在一起。。。两个人相遇总有它的一段故事。。。

男人，有好有坏。女人也一样。机遇决定你会碰见哪一种类型。碰对了人，请你珍惜他/她。缘份可遇不可求。抓住您的幸福。。。

我相信。。。总有一天另一方会明了。。。虽然结果也许不是想象的完美，但自少拥有过。。。感觉过那过程，总比没体验过好吧。。。至少我们试过一起经历一段感情。。。刻骨铭心得把这段回忆藏在心中。。。

我只想过一个无怨无悔的人生。我不想把我的人生草率的过，那多没意义呀。。。我不会为了失败而后悔，但我会因为没表态和没赏试过而后悔莫及。。。

等待也许是漫长，但我相信自己的决定和眼光。。。我愿意等，因我相信一切都值得。。。